When optimism wavers
I isolate the cancer
It's not within a woman
Inside me is the answer

When things are going smoothly
I feel the most unsettled
Like i'm flying by my pants seat
and feeling slightly rattled

Why... do I get so lost
why... when I know
Why... do I get so lost
Why... When I've grown...

within my calm reflection
I circumvent my stammer
I focus my attention
and quiet down the clammer

when people do approach me
they pick up my vibration
we see each other clearly
and share a warm sensation

Why... do I get so lost
why... when I know
Why... do I get so lost
Why... When I've grown...

the moment when I crumble
loosing sight of where i'm going
I remember there's direction
and see the cards i'm showing

its a matter of my focus
If i think too much i perish
so i loosen up my brainwaves
and then myself i cherish

Why... do I get so lost
why... when I know
Why... do I get so lost
Why... When I've grown...