Monsters in My Mind
BSG 8-22-03

Days go in and out and inside i seethe
Chest and lungs collapsing I can barely breathe
Feeling trapped somewhere and noplace left to flee
Within my darkest corners I am finally free

Took me to your shadows, i could feel your wrath
I never asked to follow this forsaken path
I'm buried here in ashes and but i'm digging through
The shovel that is saving me, digs a hole in you

I'm talking bout my head, it filled with things
Never to admit, that i think such things
Inside my mind, i'm not always kind
But don't fear me, they're just foolish thoughts in my head

Temptation situations they can keep me in the corner
Fighting with my conscience and to keep my brain in order
Terrible thoughts can take me away for a while
Blinding rage and burning lust, they make me smile....

Pulling back your hair and I see your face
Looking back at me, you can see my distaste
I can't find a way to mask my hate just a moment
Looking for escapes that remove me from torment

I'm talking bout my head, it filled with things
Never to admit, that i think such things
Inside my mind, i'm not always kind
But don't fear me, they're just foolish thoughts in my head

Ejector seat is loaded and I pull the cord
No parachute to save me just myself and the lord
without destination or cushion for my fall
I risk the chance for anything, yes anything at all

I can plunge myself down and never survive
I can cast your chains away and find myself alive
I'll never have to harm you, fate will see that through
I purge these thoughts of anger and leave them there for you

I'm talking bout my head, it filled with things
Never to admit, that i think such things
Inside my mind, i'm not always kind
But don't fear me, they're just foolish thoughts in my head