Please Note: If taken too seriously this world
could be confused with something of significance, when in fact it
may merely be a transient state, and the impact you recieve and
produce is only as profound as the concept of its inception.
Tangible existence is neither true nor false, as much as we provide
proof of science or spirituality, we will be forced to repeatedly
doubt it. In the very fact that it is all a product of personal
perspective. We can spend all the time, or what we perceive as time,
projecting, reflecting, accepting, yet, if pondered upon, we have
no proof that this tangible world, is anything more than a projection
of our own perception. Does this have any bearing on how I live
my life? If I accept that I have no proof of the existence of anything,
including myself, and I ask the question I first asked at age 7,
"How do I know that what my eyes see as the color green and
know to be green, looks the same through your eyes?" Sure you
and I have both been taught to see it as green, but do I know that
If i looked through your eyes I would see green, or would it be
blue to me, or maybe velvet? This leads to an innumerable line of
questioning. It also leads me to cast aside thought of this type,
because it heads down a pathway of unanswerable questions.
If I accept that nothing is verifiable and focus on this, I will
enter what you perceive as madness, No?
So I do as you do (if you exist and I think you do, or not..?) which
is to close my eyes (if I really have eyes and don't just think
I have them) to these questions and accept the physical (what I
perceive as physical) world as it is generally accepted and live
my life (if there is a life and its not a self imposed existence
created to test the will and tenacity of my spirit).
This is dangerous, I could question everything. Its silly to type
it into a construct of a webpage, or into a computer because to
type, to look at the computer, get out of bed, breath are all to
accept the trap of the physical reality construct that could in
itself be a trap that I created for myself in a higher state of
being. The possible proof that this all can be just the result of
an overactive imagination is the perfection in everything. What
people call the proof of divine creation, that from the visible
level down to the molecular level, everything has a perfection,
a balance and an entropy that destroys it. The cycle of life itself
is too perfect.
Now, look into my eyes and ask me If I perceive myself as the creator?
Well why not, I cannot prove that I didn't, and I can't prove you
exist. Now honestly on a human level do I believe in a God, absolutely,
but how do I know its not me, and I just won't let me know it?