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For Old times sake here are some
5 minute silly song lyric writings
These were the begining of my songwriting written in early '03
->Snot Covered Tearstains
->Hotwings and Porn
->Adrenaline Rush and Blue Balls
July/August 04: July is almost over, and I've barely updated. Go to the News/Blog section for updates.

June 2004: Been playing out more and more, oh and i took a great trip to NY/NJ/PA here are Chapter 1 and Chapter 2 of the pics. I've been so busy lately, if you've been out and about, i'm sure you've seen me everywhere, all at once. For a guy almost 30, i certainly don't seem to be acting it. Oh, inspired by the up and coming anti-sessions show I opened a new Cafepress shop - Bush Whacker '04, my politics become rather obvious there...see the graphic below for a preview. I have 3 songs in the works since my most recent "Talk To Me" (such a whiney little ballad). We'll see what crawls out next. Popped out these lyrics recently.. Moving On

May 2004: It's a crisp spring for thought and clarity. Just in the last week I've popped out Face Yourself and Just Like Leaving Disney a few perspectives and fictional pieces about the heart, people we interact with and how they affect us. I'm going to have to do some serious focusing on my guitar studying to meet the needs of those songs. Thanks to friends I've had the opportunity to play out and I've learned a bit about what I need to work on and what i've got to offer. There will be more to come.

April 2004: Merry christmas, happy new year... status positive as always. Been traveling throughout palm beach county enjoying all it has to offer, spending time with amazing people. What can I say, i'm blessed. New songs below include the tragic Asspants (still lacking a tune) and Made this Way, which can be heard on occasion or by request. Here's a piece of Made This Way:

I peel back the layers of me,
to make something clear
that underneath what you see,
is nothing to fear

Because I am what you see,
so don't get upset
and if you stay with me,
you know what you'll get... (more...)

March 2004: Ok I've been lazy, no updates since last December. Well the last 3 sets of lyrics were written between December and now, and all have music for them. In fact I'm currently playing them out at the open-mic, as I work out the kinks. Things are steady and smooth here in my land of Brent and Honey. You'll find me at DaDa most mondays playing the open mic, and we'll see when my music is tight enough for me to pursue moving to the next level. Meanwhile, all is well and my faculties are functioning as per specification. Moo.

December 2003: What a winter its been, much more to come soon, I've got some new lyrics and poems and mp3's even in the cooker, but not yet ready for prime time.
Click HERE for Pics of my friends and my vacation!


November 2003: Still Going... good good good

October 2003: Interesting month for gathering and growing. If I write anything else here, its purely obligatory to fill in a comment of the month.

September 2003: Time is restarted, and life is beautiful, everything is new and fresh, perspectives, status and location. Welcome to a positive future!

August 2003: Feeling good... counting down, its close, so close I can smell it.. The whole worlds comin' to an end, and being reborn. See Livejournal for updates.

July 2003: Things are interesting right now, but hecktic. As I the old winds down, the new creeps up and the two are about to collide. Ideally I'll close the old before I meet the new and the transistion will be smooth. The emotional rollercoaster continues and I think each day has something interesting to offer. What I see now, maybe I've known this, maybe be its obvious, but the best intentions, and hopes are not always the smartest or healthiest of routes. When I walked down that long corridor 5 years ago, I was half blind, and as I walked out the door not so long ago, my eyes were wide open.

Do you like pie?

June 2003: Just passing on the news that life is looking much more positive, I'm in the process of moving locations slightly and overall life majorly. Positivity is the word of the summer, transitions and change are constant, and there is a beauty in that! I'm trying to get a grip on this overwhelming optimism I can't shake off.

May 2003: If you want to learn about me more and you are a member of Livejournal then if you contact me through my journal and ask to be on my friends list. If I allow you, then you can read the nitty gritty shitty things churning through my head, can you imagine the joy of that?? You can also always email me at xgizzardx@hotmail.com, cuz I love to hear from you. AND sign my guestbook its very lonely.

Rambling #1: (this one is a bit dated...)
Please Note: If taken too seriously this world could be confused with something of significance, when in fact it may merely be a transient state, and the impact you recieve and produce is only as profound as the concept of its inception....(continued here)


PERSONAL UPDATE: December 16th 2002
(one day before my Birthday)
I have recently found out that 3 pieces of software I wrote for Activision/Expert Software have finally been published, who knows when they were published, i've been looking in stores for them, for years. However after finding them on the discount bargain software Kiosk at the mall, I will share my JOY knowing a very difficult project of writing 3 pieces of software 3 years ago has finally been shared with the world. To be honest I don't know if thier very good, I was not nearly the programmer I am now back them. But.. My name is printed on the box as the developer, so I am proud. They are free, except for shipping if you follow the links below, so knock yourself out, you can't get a better value for legal document writing than these. I'd send you free copies myself, but I'm not a distributor.